Just be myself

2009-07-05T16:25:00.001+08:00

2009-06-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

skppied school today. dearest wanted to rush out his fyp report, and i wanted more time to do my fyp stuff. so we decided to skip sch tgt. (: he came to pick me up and then we went to civic's library to start on our stuff. went back to sch cos its uncomfortable in the national library, we couldn't get a proper table and chair. haha. school's much more comfortable. (: had lunch in school also, went back to dearest home after lunch cos he is not feeling well. rest in his house and then head to cwp to watch transformers. (: the movie was funny, and complicated? haha. i guess its bcos i dint watch part 1. quite cool though. haha.

the H1N1 cases in rp is getting worst, the school's still operating as usual for now. except that classes have stopped for the year 1s only. ): arent they risking the lives of the year 2 and 3s? hai.

time is running out for fyp! stress stress stress!

2009-06-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

tired, exhausted, drained, worn out, jaded.

can the earth stop revolving?

can the time stop moving?

can the clock stop ticking?

2009-06-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

weekends.

went shopping in town with py and new friend chaiyun on saturday. haha. finally bought the bag that i wanted so badly! actually there are more things that i want to buy, but im seriously broke now! and especially when it's the GSS period, SALES are on almost every where. Sigh sigh. ):

went swimming with dearest this morning. (: weather is kind of a mood spoiler today. rain starts pouring when we are preparing to go out, luckily it stopped after awhile. (: after the swim, dearest came over to my place for lunch. and he went home in the late afternoon.

school and fyp tmr.))):

2009-06-18T17:56:00.001+08:00

i've change my email. sorry for the incovenience caused. (:

jessica.i@live.com

2009-06-17T20:23:00.016+08:00

im sure that im going to flung my FA ut. haha. forgot all that i've studied. damn! okay whatever. dint meet up with supervisor today since we havent make much progress. so we went to sch early for nothing. haha. school these few days was BORING. imagine the first day of school was the most boring module of all! omg. but i pulled through. haha. and the school mood is slowly coming back. okay all the best peeps!

some random shots taken with dear py's webcam. we're bored! haha

my latest temptation!

I want to go shopping!!

2009-06-12T21:12:00.003+08:00

2 more days before the holiday comes to an end. ):

spend most of the time with fyp fyp fyp.

this holiday we managed to do smth out and it felt great. haha. like kind of "chen jiu gan"! haha. besides doing the endless fyp, we had entertainment of cos. (:

we went to party world twice this holiday!

at least we did smth out okay?! better than nth. haha

this holiday, dearest got his bike and now that he has a transport,

going out has become more convenient.

however, dearest is still unfamiliar with the roads and we got lost most of the time. haha.

shall not stress him out, since he is still new to the road. (:

2009-06-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

I HATE FYP!

i want it out of my life right now!

))))))))))):

2009-06-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

accompanied dearest to collect his bike just now.

needless to say, i was very scared and worried when i first got on the bike.

all the negative stuff start flooding up my mind. haha.

Luckily he was quite stable, and it was quite thrilling actually. heh. (:

seriously i hope and pray that there will be no mishaps,

for he is very important to me..

2009-05-30T22:34:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS!

finally its holiday! although i still have to go back to sch very frequently bcos of fyp,

but im still happyyyy. haha.

4e5 bbq gathering at east coast park ytd night; great start for the holidays. (:

surprised and happy to see most of them attending the gathering. eat, play and drink throughout the night. (im a super lousy drinker, seriously haha.)

most of them left by 3 plus, leaving onli the few of us left.

continued playing till ard 5, by then every one was worn out, except for one of us.. haha.

rest and packed the area, and cabbed back home at 6.

drop dead once i got home, slept and woke up at 3 in the afternoon.

after that left for family dinner at my aunt's place. (:

2009-05-23T19:37:00.004+08:00

dearest and i was suppose to catch a movie in cwp ytd night.

unluckily a shop in level 5 caught fire, i think.

and we were chase out of the theatre way before the movie start. ):

when we got out, all ppl in that level has alr evacuated.

you can see food left untouched in the empty foodcourt. lol. ha.

not only that level, other levels down are also empty the time we were evacuating.

so when we are unable to catch our movie and dear wasnt feeling well,

we decided to go home. (:

he came over my house and left ard 10. (:

get well soon, my boy!

2009-05-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

a little updates on the weekend.

16.05.09

went kbox with renee and meiying. (: sang from 11 to 2, and we had lots of fun, real fun! haha

after our singing session, we went to BPP's starbucks to chill! chit chat and then left to grandpa house for dinner ard 5. (:

17.05.09

spent the whole afternoon watching boys over flower! its another addictive drama! haha.

oh ya, dearest pp poster got selected and is currently on display in the library.

Good job! (:

2009-05-11T13:00:00.002+08:00

C again!! ))))))):

i think im gonna flung my logistics module. i did try to speak up, i guess my teammates are too strong. im not trying to blame anyone, but haihai.

im gonna work hard for my UT, hopefully the end results will not be that bad. haha.

2009-05-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

i did the dumbest thing today! was suppose to hand in my timesheet at chinatown, but i forgot to bring my timesheet!! haha. LOL. and i onli thought of it went i am on my way there. luckily the agent allow me to mail to her the timesheet, so i need not travel down agn. (: but i think im still dumb! ha. and today alot of unlucky things happen, im so "dai sai" today! omg! ha.

FYP is really driving me crazy!

2009-05-02T21:39:00.006+08:00

FYP again ytd. met up with my lovely mates at civic mcdonalds, we had breakfast tgt before moving on to our deadly FYP. haha. we finally completed our ERD and have touch on prototype. finally some progress on our preject. (:

our meeting ended at ard 2 plus and i went off to meet dearest. its been quite a long time since we went out;I simply love the time spent with dearest! (:

recently, I bought a bomber jacket from LUS. but when i receive the item, I realise the cutting don't suit me. so i've decided to sell it off. anybody interested kindly contact me. haha.

pic credit to lockedup stars.livejournal

Happy 20th! ((:

2009-04-29T20:48:00.004+08:00

today suppose to meet my lovely fyp mates for our fyp. but due to a string of events, we dint even touch on our project.haha.

firstly, we planned to go to bugis national library to do our project. but we found that the library is too quiet for us, so we decided to change venue last minute. later on, we make up our mind to go to bukit timah mac. however before that , we wanted to grab smth to eat first, so xf's bf drove us to this teochew porridge hawker for our lunch. yum yum (:

after lunch when we are on the car preparing to go to bukit timah mac, suddenly we had the urge to go to kbox instead of doing our project! haha! so, without much hesitation, we drove to clementi for our long awaited karaoke session! it might sound ridiculous, but that's really what we did for the day. haha! we sang all the way to 6pm! and also thanks to xf & bf for driving us around. (:

i think its hard for us to stay ahead of time for our project. haha. so girls, i suggest we better stay in school next time. haha!

2009-04-23T09:00:00.003+08:00

~~And slowly, we're drifting apart.~~

~~its killing me.~~

2009-04-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

ytd, met up with renee and meiying at CWP after my class. (:

we dined at pastamania and chatted alot over dinner.

recalling lots of funny and classic moments from sec school. haha.

its was fun meeting up with them and next meet up soon alright!! (:

after today's lesson, met up with my fyp teammates.

we realise that we had lots of things to do and

might not be able to rush out on time!

all of the sudden, we felt so stress.

And we might have to stay back after school very often!

hai. plus wed we will have to come to school to meet with supervisor. omgggg.

life is so going to be occupied with FYP!!

2009-04-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

School is starting tmr. feeling nervous, excited and scared?

haha. dont know what's going to happen, the classmates and faci.

and i'll be meeting renee and meiying tmr after school. (:

so, shall be anticipating tmr. (:

2009-04-16T15:56:00.002+08:00

okay im suppose to be doing research for my FYP now,

but how on earth did i end up blogging?! hahaha.

seriously, i hate to read those wordy resources,

if only there's a machine to help me filter out the main points! haha

FYP is so stressful!!!

2009-04-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

finally meet up with fyp advisor and fyp mates and our advisor is a nice lady. (:

since today is the first meeting, we dint really prepare much.

but it wont be the same after this meeting. haha. there will be lots to do!

i got a feeling we are going to struggle for the whole of 12 weeks.

so girls, lets JIA YOU together! haha.

And today, dear peiyu and xuefang gave me a little surprise!

thanks alot ya, im soooooo touched! ((:

2009-04-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

went for a swim just now and i felt so exhuasted after a few strokes. haha.

maybe its because i haven swim for a long long time

and i seriously need more exercise! ha

going to get a new haircut soon. (:

2009-04-10T14:26:00.002+08:00

so emo today.

feeling so sad over minor stuff.

maybe im suffering from depression. haha

work later; im so dreading it.

2009-04-09T22:44:00.009+08:00

went out to meet dear huishan just now. we meet in the afternoon and went to town. first we went to PS to do some shopping and trained to orchard do shop agn and dined at the ramen restuarant. the food is still okay but i still prefer Ajisen! after dinner our mouth are still 'itchy' so we had our 2nd round of dessert at Gelare. haha. chatted alot along the way. (: meet up again soon yea, tiong bahru's tomyam! haha. (:

2009-04-07T22:41:00.006+08:00

officially turned 20 ytd. (:
am no longer a teen. :( haha

so how did i spent my special day? well, went to dearest house in the morning. his mother made me birthday noodles and prepared 2 red eggs and angbao for me. so sweet! then in the afternoon, dearest and i went to vivo to shop jus to kill time. so when its time for dinner, we trained to clarke quay. dearest wanted to bring me to this jap bbq restaurant-Aburiya, cos he know i am so craving for korea or jap bbq. heh (:

but he was unsure of the resturant, so we walked along the singapore river for quite a long time before we spot the resturant. by then, we were soooo hungry. haha
the food was very fresh and nice, service was excellent. (: but it was very expensive, dear spent a bomb there. ha. the dinner was 80 plus for 2. he specially went online to check jap bbq resturants and found out that this resturant have better reviews. i enjoyed the food very much, and i think he love the food also. heh.

after dinner, we strolled along singapore river till we reach central. saw funny things there and had a great laugh! haha. after all the laughing we stuff, we trained back home. was very tired by then. had a great day with dearest! ((:

Just now renee and meiying gave me a big big surprise when they sudd appeared outside my house. i was so shocked to see them! meiying called and ask me to meet her at the bustop near my house and i was abit reluctant at first. haha cos i was wearing my home clothes which is not very nice. ha. but i still went out. then when i had jus walked a few steps, they both sudd sang happy birthday and i was stunned to see them. they prepared a small cake and a present. this is the first time anyone prepared such a surprise for me. i am really very touched! haha. thanks girls!!! (: btw the cake is veryyyy nice!

And last of all, thanks all for the birthday wishes! All the best to u guys too!! (((:

dinner@Aburiya YUMMY!

me@clarke quay

2009-03-31T22:12:00.002+08:00

went to job training in the afternoon at united square. so the job is to promote the body lotions and to ask comsumers to fill in questionaire. actually im more nervous about the questionaire part. haha. im working at jp for the first 2 weekends of apr and cwp for the next 2 weekends of apr. so ppl if you happen to go to these malls, kindly drop by guardian and help me with the questionaires! haha. your help is much much appreciated!! haha. (:

2009-03-28T21:07:00.002+08:00

26.03.09
woke up at 6 in the morning to accompany dear to extract his tooth and then get his braces done. stayed in nuh till 3 plus before we can leave. after that rush back home to change to meet sec sch classmates. (:
met MY first at gombak mrt and trained to dover to wait for renee. then we 3 headed to cine to meet the guys for dinner. dined at pastamania, and catch up with them. most of them graduated alr and the guys say they are waiting for the gov to "employ" them (ns). haha. renee got a job at nuh, and MY still in the process of job hunting. hah.
after dinner, ws said his stomach isnt filled yet and wanted desert. so we headed to plaza sing for ice cream. (: took some photos there and chit chat till the shop is closing. when we can no longer stay in the mall, we went to istana park to chat. hah. till ard 10 plus then we headed home. (:
had an enjoyable night with them! (:

27.03.09
went to school for free laptop maintenance. after that accompany dearest to get his laptop warranty done. went back to school to collect my laptop and to cwp to purchase jolin's album! waited for 1 and a half years for this album and i love it! (:

2009-03-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

IT Fair 2009

dearest's laptop broke down i think 2 weeks ago and he decides to get a new one since he dint extend his warranty initially. so today we when down to suntec convention hall with his family. his cousin drove us there and we headed for lunch first before going to the fair. We all had shanghai food for lunch, dear's sis gave us a treat. (:

went to the it fair after lunch, it was super crowded. we were like packed sardines streaming unknowingly in the crowd. haha. maybe bcos today is the last day of the fair that attracted so many people. Dearest and I visited almost all the booth and he decided to buy a compaq notebook for 899 bucks.wanted to visit xf and py at their starhub booth, but there are alot of people and we are worn out by then.

after which dearest's family went to suntec to run some errands and then home sweet home. (:

2009-03-14T17:18:00.001+08:00

feeling so down today.

im regretting it now but it is too late.

i'll pull through this. haha.

2009-03-13T19:01:00.004+08:00

Hi braces.
okay, this thing is total torture. i cant even bite properly and i have to go for soft diet for days.
as im a super food lover, not getting to eat even proper meals is like HELL. haha.
jus hope that i can use to it soon. cos i wanted to eat so muchh! haha

2009-03-10T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hi people! haven been doing much lately. Besides job hunting, i've been visiting the dentist weekly for i think 3 weeks. haha. and tmr im going to say goodbye to 4 of my teeth.

soon, they will be placing braces on my teeth. pretty scary and i alr have difficulties consuming food. hopefully i will be able to get used to it. the pain and everything. haha

other than these, im slacking my time off at home. haha. cos im so broke now!

there is only a few weeks of holidays left, hopefully can get a job then! (:

2009-02-22T16:07:00.007+08:00

21.02.09

went to another nature reserve place with dearest. (:
recently we have been heading to these places instead of hitting town and shopping. ha
cos singapore is really damn small and we are like sick of going to the same old places,
again and again, esp when we are broke. it'll be better if we go to some places
where we do not have to spend cash. lol.
so, this time round we when to telok blangah hill park and hort park. (:

i always wanted to go to the park with bridges all over, and i always thought that is the hort park. but actually its not. its telok blangah hill park. lol. though they are just beside each other. ha. the weather wasnt very cooperative ytd. it was raining slightly when we reach there.
but we did not care, we just head for the bridges. lol. after walking awhile, the rain starts to get bigger. luckily i had my unbrella with me. haha.

fortunately after awhile, the rain stops. and the weather is very cooling after that- ideal for forest walk. (:

after the bridges, we went to the hort park. its like ikea, but in garden style. lol.that place tell us how we can design and decorate our garden, if u have one. haha. cool place and we love there!

if u are sick of the city life, u can go dere as it is very peaceful and pleasant. (:

the bridges that im talking about. haha.

creatures that you can put in your garden..

tools where u can grow ur plants. haha

2009-02-16T15:14:00.009+08:00

Valentine's Day
On valentine's day, went to the botanic garden with dearest. (:
okay, u dint see it wrongly, it is indeed the botanic garden. haha.
i was thinking that we are always going shopping for our dates,
and maybe this time round we can try smth different.
botanic garden is a pleasant place for gatherings as u are allowed to picnic there.
but beware when the weather is very warm. haha.

after visiting the botanic garden, we took a bus and headed to town.
went to paragon's delifrance to rest as our legs were 'sour'. haha.
after that, shop ard town and went to cine for sushi! Our favourite! (:

home sweet home after dinner as i wasnt feeling well. ):
but i still enjoyed my day with dearest! ((:

((((((((:

"其实爱对了人

情人节每天都过"

2009-02-06T16:46:00.001+08:00

recently I have strong cravings for FOOD, SHOPPING and KARAOKE SESSION!

haha. i don know why, but all this cravings jus come so suddenly

and they are getting stronger as the days pass! haha!

needless to say, all these cravings need $$$! which i am sooo short of at the moment.haha

money earned from the previous part time jobs are draining off..

adding on to the misery of penniless, jobs are harder to find.

still no news from the job agency, and im planning to go to the other agency for jobs. (:

2009-01-24T15:19:00.004+08:00

official start of the long long school holidays. (:

next sem we'll be in a new class; and everything starts all over again.
w66k is a class filled with ppl of different kinds. haha.
from friendly to humourous to gossipy(includes myself)
to noisy(includes myself too..) ppl.. haha.

this may not be the best class; but still, i had alot fun with all of them!
All the best to w66k. (:

Just 2 more days to my fav festive occasion of the year; CNY!
so looking forward! new clothes, ang baos, food, and family gatherings!
Gong Xi Fa Cai to all! (:

there's no class photo; but i like this pic alot too! (:

2009-01-15T19:20:00.001+08:00

Peer Pressure.

Sometimes i ask,

do i belong to myself, or do i belong to others?

2009-01-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

had a great weekend with dearest (:

and that also marks the end of holidays. ):

haha. school's starting tmr; hardship and boredom. lol.

3 more weeks to the year break and CNY!

heh. cant wait to go shopping, waiting for pay to come in!

2008-12-31T23:31:00.001+08:00

goodbye 2008, hello 2009! (:

2008-12-29T17:23:00.003+08:00

job assignment in ishop ended last weekend. (:

great relief! basically the job there was easy, cos its was very very slack!

haha. and i met great ppl there, of cos there are unfriendly ppl as well...

i fell sick on the last weekend, but i still dragged myself there.

hah. i guess im just too tired. so i took off today. (:

got to rest today and start working tmr! anw its gonna end soon!

somehow i miss school! haha.

oh ya, btw, i permed my hair agn. this time round its suppose to be wavy.

but it turned out to be something i dint expect!

i think i look like some cheenah when i jus finsh perming!

let's just hope it will get better!

now meet the friendly ppl of ishop!! my uniform is sooo ugly!! hahaha

2008-12-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

holidays; for most of the people is to rest and relax.

but not for me. hahas. i've got myself another job for the weekdays.

and tat means im working almost 7 days per week for this hols!

hahaha. but its alright la. at least i got $$$ to spend for the new year! ((:

andd i think the next post will be after some time... heh.

2008-12-15T23:58:00.004+08:00

hmmm, shall start with last fri. met up with huishan after school. (:
we went to MOF for dinner, quite ex but NICE. haha
after which, shopped at haji lane and bugis street.
its always after a long time before we met up, hope we can go out more often. (:

on saturday, attended school's award ceremony.
you must be wondering what award im receiving, okay,
its just bursary award! hahaha!
andd after went shopping with dearest and family.
he bought me a shirt. heh. thanks thanks (:

on sunday, WORK.
work isnt very smooth; but i'll still work hard. (:
on monday, met up with jean and roland&gf!
long time since the last met up! went town again.

after today, but energy is running super low. dead tired!
i want to rest tmr!!

peektures with huishan:

2008-12-09T22:26:00.009+08:00

Finally finally finally fixed my comp. (:
went to funan to get it fixed, and smth super duper funny happened!
HAHA andd, i eyed on this fujitsu laptop, L1010!

Love at first sight. I wan to get one if it! but i doubt i can..haha.

today, went to pick christmas present with xf and py.
its was a fruitful trip, BUT i spent extra cash today.
thanks to someone..

anw, going swimming tmr!
heh. (:

2008-11-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

finally got my laptop fixed. well, not entirely fixed;

they will call me when the parts arrived. which is ard 1 to 2 weeks time.

by then they will help me fix. (:

oh, and tt cost 40 bucks. lol

got to work tmr, and tt means, BOREDOM.

im not looking forward to weekends.

i hate school.

enjoy every little moments with you. (:

love you!

2008-11-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

worked last weekend. it was boring;
not many people enquire about iphone. lol

so, i played the games in the phone to kill boredom. hee.

though it was so bored, i still feel so tired after work.

my legs were so sour, as though the muscles were tearing apart.lol

anw after work, dearest came and find me.

we had supper and he sent me home. ((:

much loves. heh

went to orchard after school today.

shopped ard but went home empty handed.

and, dearest accidentally dropped my laptop.

some parts fell out! XIN TONG!!

im going to fujitsu service center real soon.

2008-11-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

skipped school recently, went to karaoke on tues

and the cathay on thurs. heh. (:

they say im addicted to pon-ing of school.haha

actually im just soo dreading school,

and decided to take a rest.heh.

anw, i've chosen my modules for year 3 sem 1.

hope they are suitable for me

and i can handle to workload. hee

Andd, im going to work tmr.

first day of work and im very nervous!!haha

hope everything goes on smoothly.

best of luck to me! (:

2008-11-16T15:06:00.002+08:00

14.11.08 Friday

skipped school on friday. actually i went to school,
but it was a relief faci, and she was a total jerk!
okay, shall not talk about it here.

spend the rest of the day in school with py and yankeat.

they planned to go jalan kayu with bona,

but too bad i cant go.

cos i've to wait for huishan to come.

she came with her frens to visit my school.

they seem to be amused about my school. hahahs

after tt, went to somerset to attend job training.

they taught us about iphone.

and im still unsure when i'll hv to start work.

15.11.08 saturday

went to IT exhibition with mama (:

wanted to find a replacement for our tv.

and we eyed on a plasma tv,toshiba 37 inch.

and mama bought it. it was cheap la, tt why.

hahas

plasma was total cool-ness!

SAD UT tmr, gonna mug hard for it! (:

2008-11-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

people is starting to complain that my blog is so out-dated.

so im back here (:
haven been sleeping enough this few days cos of ut. been waking up early to study.
other than tt, i have tanned skin! consistently going for a swim once a week
and despite applying thick layers of sun block.
I still got tanned. ):
at first i wasnt very happy about it, cos it's like not-so-fair-but-not-so-dark skin tone.
hahah.
but now, im kind of use to it. might as well be tanned
cos it looks healthy. lol. heh

when for a job interview just now, at dhoby ghaut.
promote telecommunications product. hopefully i will get the job. heh.
after interview, when to the cathay and had nihon maru
(tt 99 cents for a plate of sushi restaurant?) with dear kw(:
very yummylicious and satisfactory.
very worth it for me, cos my stomach is damn small. lol

okay. so tt all for now.
and i shall hit the sack! nights. (:

2008-10-30T20:27:00.003+08:00

some beautiful peektures to share. heh (:

i love this pic sooo much! heh.

thanks to weishan's holga (:

this effect is cool..

how u do tt weishan? hahas

haji lane wif weishan (:

2008-10-30T10:25:00.005+08:00

PP is finally over!! but im not very satisfied with my performance.. )):

shall start with ytd night when i rehearse

my presentation with my brother.
hahas. it is so much more diff to speak in front of the accessor than my bro. hahah.
anw, i extracted some impt points and jot it down in a notebook.
so that i can revise when on the bus.
everything was done ard 1. im very sleepy by then,
but i was too nervous to put myself to sleep.
i cant help but to think of the presentation!

i hv to wake up at 6 in the morning,

and i definitely dint had enough sleep.
head was spinning like hell,

and im even more nervous than the night b4!!

things seem to go sooo wrong when u are tense. haha
cos when i was taking 169 to sch,

i actually forgot tt there was another bus stop b4 RP.
so i press the bus stop bell during the first stop!!
it was damn embarassing okay!!! alot of ppl saw mw pressing the bell.
and I hv to act like nth has happen! OMG. hahas.

ok, back to PP. so when I walked into the agora hall,

i dint know there was another booth opp for ppl who arent presenting yet to sit.

so i walked straight to my booth,

and stood there hoping that the advisor will gif me some instructions. lol

and he did, but that was after awhile.. hahaha

when it was my turn to present, I was damn super nervous.

my throat was locked, and I know i spoke too softly

cos the accessor was like straining his eyes like trying to figure out wad I say.

i keep stumbling on the words when i was speaking,

i forgot what I had to say..

basically my mind was blank when I was presenting! lol.

the acessors also asked me questions,

and somehow I am unsure of the ans!

tt was when i feel that my PP is GONE.

i was very disappointed, so disappointed. ):

i jus hope for a pass. pls jus give me a pass..

2008-10-27T17:48:00.003+08:00

Finally the long awaited holidays.. (:
haven been resting well the last few days,
cos of UTs and chiong-ing the PP poster.
luckily everything's done before hols. heh
but, I have to take my G902 PP presentation this thurs!
kinda nervous right now ):

on the brighter note,xf told me tt my advisor and assessors are very nice ppl!
hahas. its so comforting to hear that, to spam away the nervousness! heh. :D
but i am still worried about it.. lol.
god bless me and others who are presenting!

2008-10-12T21:16:00.005+08:00

today, gerry offered to coach us php. (:

at first i was quite reluctant to go cos i am so lazy to go out on sunday. LOL

but weishan persuaded me to go eventually. haha.

come to think of it, for the sake for my php, i have to work hard!

so i met up at gerry's house with shameer.

thanks alot to him, had clarify alot of doubts with him. :D

but i still have no confidence in my php.. lol

sometimes i jus wish to be alone..

2008-10-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

caught Connected with dear kw jus now. Not bad, intensity from the start till the end. (:

and we had ichiban sushi for dinner! YUM YUM :D

school work is piling up, and its like tearing all of us apart.

we're having 3 UTs next week, for which 2 of it is conducted in 2 consecutive days! im feeling so omg because this is the first time we had so many tests in a week, so don blame me for being so kua zhang. haha.

the worst part is that i haven been paying much attention to the lessons,

all i could think about was those dramas, sprees and blogs.

damn, how distracting.

And the modules for this sem are so much harder.. Grrrr.

how i wish i could go back to the past in w65g, when i had fun while learning. ):

"im going to work hard and cease the irrelevant stuff from coming to me!"

*keep telling myself*

2008-10-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for a long time. had been busy recently; mostly due to DRAMA.
i am so addicted to 命中注定我爱你!! its a very highly recommended drama! but beware, once you start watching, u cant stop! haha. at least for me.. lol.

anw, had a bad day in sch today! 2 words for the day-- PHP sucks! and the faci sucks too. i had a terrible hard time trying to figure out the codes, plus the faci is damn strict! it just makes people go crazy! ARGHH.

on the brighter note,
went to vivo city for a job interview with weishan. the interview dint go on well too.

we arent very happy with the interviewer thou. hah.

anw, the impt thing is that we went shopping after the interview!

heh. though i dint buy anything, but im still kinda satisfied. (: dunno why.

okay. tt's about all for the day. im going off to bed!~ Nights. (:

2008-10-02T08:56:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i think im gonna flung the SAD module. its damn sad alright..its the 4th week and i still dunno wad's going on! *sigh* im blogging in the first meeting of the class,while the faci is speaking like nobody's business, i haven said a word since i entered class and i totally have NO interest in this module!!!

OMG. someone pls pull me through the next 12 weeks!!! ):

2008-09-30T21:11:00.004+08:00

went to haji lane and mustafa today, with weishan. (:

we walked almost the whole of bugis and my legs are aching soooo much! hah. i told weishan" everytime go out with u sure have to walk alot.." hahas.

somehow, its still worth the walk. (:

cos I bought a retro polo tee, and some cheap bangles at mustafa.

luckily there's no school tmr! cos im so tired.. heh. =p

Haji Lane.

random peektures taken at mustafa. (:

there will be more peektures coming up! waiting for weishan to develop from her holga. :D

2008-09-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

skipped school today! self declared long holiday. (: i will be back to school on thurs. heh.

so, spend my day at bf house, watched drama and accompany him to swim.

i dint swim thou..

im feeling so tired today, even though i dint attend class..

wad's wrong with me? lols.

anw, going haji lane with dear ws tmr! kinda excited, cos im so anticipating SHOPPING!~ :D

2008-09-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

watched mirror with kaiwen and his friends jus now. (: its nice, horror plus gore.

his mama made penang laksa for me! its yummylicious!!! =D

grades arent so good recently, gotta work hard. but im dreading school almost every single day. ):

life is so great with you around;

thanks for adding colours to my life. ((:

2008-09-19T08:17:00.003+08:00

here are the peektures taken at IKEA. ((:

oh yes, my dream bedroom!

(((:

weishan ((:

2008-09-18T14:28:00.004+08:00

i don want to be like them.
to have lost their loved ones,
and live their life in misery then..

motorbike.
to you and some other ppl, it might some great exciting experience.
to me, it's a life that you're risking.
please understand..

IKEA

2008-09-17T21:31:00.003+08:00

went to ikea today, with dear weishan! hahas. she bought quite a number of huge stuff and its very unglam when we have to board the bus, squeezing with so many ppl!! hahas.

but i still had alot fun and we also took pictures! (:

will be uploaded when i got it from weishan!

2008-09-16T10:54:00.001+08:00

i don know what has got into me today. I jus feel so moody and tired..

im sick of school!! )):

2008-09-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

C215 Web Multimedia. I am starting to like this module very much! (:

Im so in love with this!! I want to get one of this!! hah.lols

2008-09-04T19:10:00.010+08:00

03.09.08

went to a "show girl" job interview with huishan at tanjong pagar. haha.

why do i say show girl cos we got to wear mini skirts and distribute balloons and flyers to promote cars. lol.

thus we rejected the job. (:

after the interview, we went to orchard to shop shop. didnt buy anything cos of the empty pockets. heh. BUT, we had sinful meals thou. haha. had thai express for dinner and swensens for desert. >< (are we really broke??).

after all the guilts, im gonna save save save!

04.09.08

today is the first day of school! as usual, i didnt sleep well last night. haha.

today's class was predictably quiet..and luckily i've got peiyu (xuefang's fren) to accompany me. thou we arent very close frens, but at least there's still smth to talk about, unlike total strangers.. hah. she's very nice (:

meet up with w65g during break!!! omg, i miss them so much seriously!! ((((: they havent change abit.. how i wish we could be in the same class agn..

oh ya, xuefang bought me a dress from bkk!! thanks alot ya! love it! =D

she is love ((:

2008-09-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

hai. i wished that this week could pass faster, but on the other hand, i am so not looking forward to school.. how contradicting. lol.

i keep telling myself, even if it isnt a good class, it will only be 4 months. 4 MONTHS.

sometimes i feel so lonely without you..

i miss you badly...

PLEASE LET THE TIME FLYYY!!

2008-08-31T15:22:00.003+08:00

my dear kw is away to penang for a week! ):

and im missing him badly right now...

god pls let the time fly really fast!!

W66K

2008-08-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

alright, its out. our gpa and class are out.

my gpa isnt what i expect. haha. due to my year 1... lols.

nvm, i shall work hard for the rest of the sems to pull the whole gpa up! =D

my new class with some familiar faces, though some of them is the least i wan to be in the same class with. ))): omg. nvm, shall face it. JIA YOU to myself (:

should i be overwhelmed with excitment, or the guilt...?

BIG FAT LIAR

BORED

2008-08-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

im so bored, and i've changed my blog skin again!

sick of the previous one alr, and i think i'll keep changing! LOL. heh =p

2008-08-24T17:59:00.004+08:00

we've been together for almost a year.

for the past one year, i've laughed, smiled and cried.

i feel so bless with you around...

i love you so much, my dearest. (:

"Love is like the sun.

You can feel its warmth day after day."

2008-08-21T23:11:00.014+08:00

BACK! have been away for the pass 2 days, cos im in w65g's chalet! heh. well, though it wasnt nicely planned, but i still enjoyed myself! big thanks to those who came -weishan, shameer, syamim, kristy and bf, yanping and bf, hafizah, joanne and bf,desmond, clarence and junfei.

as usual on the first day, we had bbq, played some card games and watched dvd at night. oh ya, the weather was a huge spoiler!!! we stopped our bbq halfway becos of the rain! ):

second day was rather pathetic cos most of them went back. i even had the thoughts of going back too. lols. but on that day, we went down to ehub watch meet dave! the movie was nice, super fuuny, highly recommended (: we also went to the pasir ris park cos some of them wanted to cycle, BUT the weather simply ruins the plan. when we jus reached the park, it started to rain slightly, thus we had no choice but to head back to the chalet. -.-

went back to the chalet,bbq-ed agn and played card games. (:

home sweet home on wednesday (: freaking drained by then.. hah.

well, there's alot of photos. =p

bbq, thanks to yanping's bf, he's our cook (:

cards games.

joanne.

hafizah

weishan bully me!! ):

kirs and bf.

specky!

oops!

ehub.

pasir ris park.

indian poker.

omg. i think i look stupid here.

for those who came: special thanks to weishan, shameer and syamim. i didnt regret staying throughout thou. (:

for those who didnt turn up: too bad u missed the fun. (:

2008-08-15T21:34:00.004+08:00

xuefang recommended this superb nice song by 南拳媽媽. (:

下雨天了怎么办我好想你

不敢打给你我找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景做你的代替

陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

misses to W65G

2008-08-12T23:37:00.005+08:00

well, its the end of the semester!! by right i shld be happy as this means HOLIDAY, but im rather sad. haha. bcos of w65g!!!! really cant bear to separate class with this people. haha.

weishan, gerry the great, xuefang, princess kristy, puay leng, yanping, joanne, chen jing, longlin, huici, mary, shameer, desmond, syamim, iqbal, jun fei, dinie, clarence, micheal.

i'll miss them all very very very very muchhh! haha. i also want to thank all for making w65g so interesting, and make me enjoy the semester so much. =DDDD

mus keep in contact ar.. heh (:

today, went to pulau tekong and the weather is super duper hot! somemore they didnt allow us to wear short and sleeveless; we are like sweating like hell okay?! haha. anw its quite a fruitful trip, cos we learn alot about the army and how their life would be.. kaiwen, good luck to you ar. (:

P.S. i love you.

W65G is LOVE(:

2008-08-11T20:17:00.005+08:00

today skipped school with the gals! hahas. actually we planned to skipped onli during the first breakout, but we decided a X looks much better than a F, or D. lols.
we actually also planned to go bowling with the guys, but we nd to go bugis to develop weishan's films first. in the end, we did not meet up with the guys, nor did we played bowling. haha. cos we're too lazy to travel all the way to yishun. thus we just shopped ard bugis while waiting for weishan's films. (:
we're smart enough to think of a place to temporary store our laptops-at the national library! hahaha! it felt much more comfortable without carrying anything; esp when we're going shopping!! lols.
well, it was also my first time to the national library. it was damn big la!

oh ya, today we also took neo prints! haha. well, its been a long time since i took neo prints. kinda excited, yanping will scan the neoprints then send to us. (:

after shopped ard and weishan collected her stuff, we headed home. ((:

pictures to share. (:

national library

oh ya, we had donuts b4 we went home. YUM YUM!
weishan's hogla. cool~

2008-08-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

went to eat newyork newyork ytd with dear! (: haha. waited a very long time for nyny. have been craving for it ever since i saw weishan blog.. lols.

nyny was YUM YUM! im soooo full after the meal, cos i ate half a chicken.. heh

i think i will grow fat soon.. hah. cos tday i had botak jones, that 3 layers of meat, its like omg. !!!!

i think weishan have successfully helped me sell off my bag. yeah!! haha. thanks alot to herrr, cos i've trouble her sooo much!! :DDD

clam chowder

my cheesy chicken, im damn full after this.. LOL

dear's roasted chicken??

((:

botak jones.

see the 3 layers?? the meat is quite thick thou.. heh

i want to thank you for staying by my side.

i want to thank you for ur love.

your love, is greatly appreciated. (:

2008-08-04T21:48:00.007+08:00

today is a happy cum frustrating day in school. heh. happy bcos we took loads and loads of pics!! (:

some were taken last week, and some are not wif me..

frustrating bcos java sucks! and the faci is a real damn bastard!

after school, watched mummy wif dear(:

i will sae the previous mummies series is better than the 3rd one..lols

pics time(:

SHOPPING SPREE

2008-08-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

today went shopping with weishan, xuefang and kristy!!! hahas. we went orchard and bugis. and i spent quite alot of money.. ): cos i bought a vintage bucket bagg, bangles and something else(well, its not convenient to say here. wuahahaha!!) thus im thinking of going to work. xuefang recommended me to work at starhub roadshow. hees. but have to go adeco for interview, and i plan to go wif kristy! haha. at least there's a companion (:

AND I enjoyed my day today! :DD

at last.

2008-08-01T18:58:00.005+08:00

finally im back! hahas. its been a long time since the last post right??

hah. cant blame, cos im pretty busy nowadays. BUT those days are gone!!! lol. bcos i've completed my pp, and uts are all over!! hahahah. this is so happy!

but come to think of it, we're changing class again ))))))): im so in love with w65g!! haha. how i wish that this system of rp dont exsist, or it can be stop right away.. hai.. i guess i'll really miss the ppl of w65g very very much.. and those days when we're so happy joking around.. hah. grouping with the girls-weishan, xuefang,kristy and puayleng. we tend to be super noisy! but i just enjoy being with them! hahas. the more i think of it, the 舍不得 i'll get.... ): thus im sooo looking forward ti our class chalet! hope there'll be more ppl will be going, the more the merrier!!

today, weishan setup her online shop, and she helped me sell off my transparent tote bag! im soo glad! cos i can take the money to buy my bucket bagggg ((:

okays. shall stop here. off to makan!!~ (:

the girls ((((:

2008-07-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

i treasure every little things and events when with you...

even the tiniest ones..

PPPPPPPPPP!!

2008-07-18T19:14:00.003+08:00

GOSH! most of my classmates had pretty much got their PP done!

but im still stuck at the 400 words! omg.

gotta hurry up!

memories...

2008-07-16T15:14:00.007+08:00

met someone familiar ytd on the bus when i was on my way home..

it was my ntuc ex-colleague! haha. if i didnt rmb wrongly, his name is mianli.lols

he didnt change much, jus an extra set of metal on his teeth!(it was braces.. )hahas. but it still took me a long time to recognise him, because it's been almost 2 years plus since i last saw him. i still rmb he quit bcos he have to go serve the country. haha.

upon seeing him, it triggers alot of memories back when i was working at ntuc as a cashier..

it was a great experience back then.. although it was quite stressful working there cos you got to handle $$$, but i met good people there! haha. the people were very nice and friendly. there were aunties, uncles and people like me! teenagers! haha. so it was not a bad experience thou.. hee :DD

later going to ngee ann poly to attend renee's event! some best friends event, she told we will be playing games and prizes to be won!! kinda excited!!

okays. shall stop here... BYE!!~

2008-07-14T09:12:00.009+08:00

Skipped school today..

firstly because i wasnt feeling well;down wif a bad cough and slight fever..

secondly, self-proclaimed leave!! haha.lol

then today i plan to spend my day at dear's house. guess will be doing pp, hope to complete half of it.. (though its pretty impossible) haha.lols.

treasure your loved ones...

2008-07-11T09:13:00.004+08:00

almost late to school today.. lols.

woke up at 7am, and realise that the sun is almost shining on my buttocks!! haha.

then i quickly rush to bath and get myself prepared. luckily when i rushed down to the bus stop yimei and and suet may was jus going to board the bus! then took the bus wif them to school. but its was later then usual alr. reached school walk pretty fast and took the stairs instead of the lift, cos the lift is flooding with ppl!

then reached class jus in time. :D

Not in the mood to work today. thus didnt really contribute alot.. hahas. jus merely did some research.. =p

tmr is dear's mama birthday(: And i look forward to it... hope for a great day tmr! (:

Loving You...

2008-07-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

some weird things happen in school today..

shall not talk about it.lols =p

there's ut tmr!! gotta mug hard lo..

bye!~ :DD

JAVA sucks!!

2008-07-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

had a bad day in school today.

JAVA sucks!!!

TWISTER!!!

2008-07-04T23:41:00.006+08:00

today's class was fun! hahas. the class had some 'physical education' today, becos gerry the great brought this twister game to school. lols. haha. this game is super fun la, got to twist ur whole body here and there. some postures was so awkward and funny! i played 2 rounds of the game and my body was like aching everywhere. hahas! other than this, gerry and the rest also played 'pepsi cola 123!', a very childhood like game. hahas!

after school, went to dear's house and had dinner. then stayed till 10pm after i watched the 9 pm drama then headed home((:

and i am finally going to get my shirt! im gonna collect it tmr! wuahahahha! ((((:

changed

2008-07-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin again.. heee(:

the previous skin is giving me some problems, so i decided to change it =p

2008-07-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

last saturday,went out wif shumin cousin. we shopped ard town. and i bought a bag and a tshirt. actually i shouldnt spend anymore $$$! but i jus cannot help it! omg.

monday was my java ut! and i don think i did very well. hahas. struggle for some questions- i knew we had done the codes had before, but i couldnt find which problem was that. wasted alot of time searching thru the 6p. lols. hah. so now, jus hope that majority didnt do well too. then at least my grade wont be that bad!! haha. ><

today was supposed to go for a gardenia trip, but i woke up late. then somemore i went swimming, so i dont think i can rush back to sch in time. so, sorry guys.~ i want to master the art of swimming! haha. i think i made improvement alr. and so i have to practice moreeee. hees =p

just now when i log in to leo to check my grade, i saw a C!!!!!! its my first C for database! hais.. i have alr put in all the efforts to solve the prob. maybe it jus aint enough.. must try hard the next lesson. hahas.

okays~ shall stop here. there's still database ut tmr!! got to study for it.. ):

new changes

2008-06-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

had made some changes to my blog.. wuahahahaha!

don ask me why.. jus feel like changing! =p

2008-06-24T23:55:00.008+08:00

today finally get to meet up with my dear huishan!! hahas. was so excited to see her.. ((:

we when to jp and had ichiban sushi for our dinner. at first we wanted to have billy bombers, but we feel that bb is too fattening.. hahas. so we had japanese food instead.lols. then on the way we caught up with one another, update each other on our life recently.

ichiban was pretty ichiban.. hahas. we had this very worthwhile meal;there's lots of food included. so shiok! haha. was REALLY full after dinner and somemore i nv finish the whole set.lol. then after we foot the bill, we realise the cashier charged us at a lower price. i think she onli charge one set meal. thus it makes the whole meal MORE WORTHWHILE!! hahahas =p after the fascinating dinner, we shopped ard jp then headed back home. (((:

((((((:

the worthwhile meal!!

pretty pretty huishan.. WOOTS~

"after that night,

i want to treasure you more than ever.

no matter what might happen in the future.

I LOVE YOU. i really do."

sch reopen/ gathering

2008-06-23T17:15:00.007+08:00

im back!! (:

school's has started for a week and yet im still struggling to come to sch every day..lol. im feeling very tired almost everyday and stuff in school is getter tougher. making me so stress.. arghh!! ): i want my holidays back! hahas.

and nowadays im really broke.i've almost spent up the money that i earn during the last holidays. have to save save save! and have to get a new job to fill up my pockets again! hees. LOBANG PLEASE ANYONE??!! lols.

last saturday, had a gathering with secondary school classmates(: was looking forward to it cos its been a longgggggggg time since i saw them (of cos except for renee and meiying la) we went to vivo and waiseng recommended us this western food resturant, white dog cafe. we had our dinner there. the food looks nice, taste not bad too.. hahas. after dinner, we went up to the sky park(i think soo, the third level outdoor place) and had chit chat session. talk about bgr and our lives recently and alot of other stuffs! hahas. some was funny thou.. renee also took pictures along the way of the gathering. haha!

~~pictures will be uploaded once i get it from renee~~~

dinner time at white dog's cafe (:

random pics~

nice food that we ate.. YUM YUM!!
acting cute?? hahas!
emo-ing i guess..
finally a proper one.. lols. haha

yea! the girls!!

finally.. the group photo!! :DDD

2008-06-13T22:58:00.010+08:00

alright. back to update for the past week. there's quite alot to say.. =p

tuesday(10.06.2008)

met up with renee and meiying!! we went to kbox in the morning. then went shopping in town. hees. renee bought the most things! bet she's very happy! hahas. after tt we went to starbucks and had a chit chat session (((: chat alot and i feel much much better after that.. thanks alot girls!

wednesday(11.06.2008)

went to marina wif dear, having the intention to shop for a pair of pumps. didnt see any that caught my eye in marina. was abit sad la cos i've been wanting to buy a new pair of pumps. then went to mccafe for a break.lol. had cheese cake and hot chocolate! yumyum! ((: after giving up hopes in marina, we went to suntec to try our luck! FORTUNATELY, i saw this pair of pumps which i loved it the moment i spot it! hahas! BUT it cost 50 bucks!! AND i still bought it anw. LOL. cos i can hardly find a pair which i like and it has my size. so i just buy it! was so happyyyyy! though abit xin tong.. hees ><

thursday(12.06.08)

went out with mama and bro to bugis. mama wanted to buy some of her stuff so we accompanied her. she bought some buckles for me to make belts. hee. thanks mama! =DD

friday(13.06.08)

was supposed to meet up with huishan, but she has got project to rush ): so we agreed to meet next week! hees.

so change of plan~ went to vivo with bro. he wanted to buy sandals and shirt. i bought a t shirt too. actually had no plans to buy anything, but jus simply cant resist the temptation. anw the shirt is haing discount..LOL

pictures time!!! (some took from renee's blog)

candid shot!

renee&me

wow! the superstar singing!! LOL =p

pretty renee~

oh well... zi lian =p

lovely lovely(((:

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"some things i felt it, though i didnt say it out.

and it really upset me...

那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角..."

our future

2008-06-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

"i'll always love you no matter what.."

....

2008-06-08T14:07:00.007+08:00

Friday(06.06.2008)

went shopping! hahas. after resting at home for almost a week, i finally got to step out of the house and feel the sunlight! lol. feels so great to not be sick! hah.

anyways, went town wif dear. he wanted to buy shoes and flip flops. bought both of them at the heeren. then for lunch, we went to suki sushi. was abit pissed off when we went dere bcos we waited like 50 mins for a seat in the resturant. it was lunch time then, so damn crowded. after tt, we oso waited a long time for our orders to come. arghh~

Conincidentially, we met his classmate and gf. more conincidentially, we are sitting beside them! it was abit weird thou.. hahahs!

after our long lunch, walked ard in town. went to wisma and far east and bought a shirt at wisma. when we're in far east, i saw ppl eating this tom yam noodles thingy. then i had the very sudden urge to eat tom yam!! when i knew i was still very full. but i just cannot stand the temptation. =p thus we went finding the tom yam noodles stall, felt so super satisfied after eating the tom yam bee hoon! haha. (although i cant finish ><) but i was so bloated then, cannot even walk properly and feel like puking!! LOL hahahah~

i had a great day though! :DDD

saturday(07.06.2008)

went to grandpa house for dinner. nothing much then. =p

sunday(08.06.2008)

planning to start on my profiling today! but im not sure how to start.. hais~

it seems like there's alot to do; but i simply have no mood to start doing it. lol.

"it was as if you're gonna say goodbye..."

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2008-06-04T12:55:00.004+08:00

woke up around 10 plus in the morning. had slight fever!! GOSH. just when i tot the monster fever had gone down, IT CAME BACK! hais~

then i quickly ate the medicine. feeling much better now, but i didnt wanna go to sleep. doing some house chores is much better then lying in the bed. it jus makes me feel more and more weak. lol. ><

was chatting wif huishan. she's like my best fren!! i always feel so free to tell her about almost everything about me. my life, feelings and stuff.

just like i told her, sometimes i feel that friends are much much better than bf. friends would always be dere when you need them. maybe not meeting up. but just chit chatting on msn, catch up wif each other. that kind of feeling is rather good. hees.

whereas bf, when they are sick of you, they can just leave you alone. like you nv exist..

anyway, really hope to see her soon. miss her sooo much! :DDD

"i miss the past..."

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back to normal..

2008-06-03T14:52:00.010+08:00

Ooh GOSH! i've been sick for the pass few days. the fever haven really gone down. i haven really ate much stuff this few days, and my weight have dropped from 39 to 35.5! it seems like being sick is much easier to lose weight then purposely goin on diet. but i think my weight will regain after i recovered. hah ><

Saturday(31/5/08)

it was dear birthday!! hees. went to a thai resturant at sembawang wif his family. i didnt ate much cos i was already not feeling well. :\ didnt talk much during the meal too. after that dear and I was suppose to go marina to look for my stuff, but his sis suggested us to go amk hub cos their mother have to be home by 6 i think.. i was abit shock thou. then he ask me where you want to go.. i jus said sui bian(anything)

Well, i was abit unhappy, as i tot i could spend some time wif him. he knew i wasnt in the good mood already, i guess his sister realise it too.. however at that point of time, it didnt really matters much to me to where we are heading. he is the birthday boy; he have the rights to choose where he wants to go..

his sister den suggested we go marina ourselves where his mother and sister will go amk on their own. after that he asked me whether i want to go home cos i looked pale by then. i said i don wan since we're already out.

we shopped ard marina awhile until my fever came back and it was torturing me. then i said i need to go home! that feeling of sickness really sux! ):

Anyway, smth to share. When it was my birthday, dear fell sick. but we still went out.hahas.

now when it was his birthday, i fell sick!! hahas! we both are jinx for each other! haha! lmao.

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"you're sucha disappointment.

sometimes it really makes me wonder, do i even stand a place in your heart.

i was so sick then,

and not even a visit, a call or a msg from you.

until when i msg you,

you told me you're out wif your frens,

playing pool!

i was so damn pissed off!

maybe ur family, ur friends, ur life, ur dreams, ur goals, ur games

all meant alot to you.

but not me..........."

downnn

2008-05-28T20:06:00.003+08:00

I think im gonna fall sick soon.. my whole body felt so uncomfortable and i have got a huge ulcer in my mouth!! omg~ ))):

Was feeling okay this morning, then when swimming wif dearr and his sister. i still haven learnt how to swim.. swimming looks easy but it seems hard for me to master it. lol. hais~

after the swim, we went cwp and had our lunch-- pastamania! hees. love it! dear didnt join us for lunch as he's gt some project work. After lunch, dearr sis went home and i walked ard cwp looking for some stuffs. hees. ><

Shopping alone can be fun too; you can shop freely without having to let other ppl wait for u. i guess its a big step for me to be more independent. LOL (:

after that went home and took a nap, was so tired then. BUT after i woke up, I felt sooooo sick! hais.. sick sick go away~

right now, im thinking whether shld i go school tmr?? perhaps i shld, maybe i shld not.. lol.

一个人其实也没有什么不好

let it go..

2008-05-26T21:02:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i feel tt i should jus let it go. and let him do whatever he likes.

but my heart simply refused.. im in a state of confusion. ):

Alright, its java lesson today. Mondayy!! what more can i say.. haha. a bad day with terrible school work! hah =p

i guess most of us agreed tt today's lesson is far more difficult than the previous one. nobody managed to do it i think.. hee. hope i wont get lousy grade lo.. >.<

there's ut tmr-- database.

i've seen the 6p. it didnt look so complicated.hahas! but doesnt mean im confident for tmr's test =p still have to be prepared cos i know i made many many careless mistakes for the previous test! omg. kinda wasted.. so i shall be more careful tmr! (:

mixed feelings

2008-05-20T20:41:00.010+08:00

yo and im back..

skipped school today! wuahahaha! =p kinda not in the mood to go sch since tmr is another holiday for us, might as well get a longer break.hahas.

then meet dearr at woodlands and had our breakfast. after tt headed to orchard to kill time! ><

then shopped ard, btw bought dear's birthday gift in advance-- a polo tee. I think it looks very nice on him and hopes he like it. hees><

lastly we went to far east and i bought a belt :D have been on a lookout for online shopping sprees but i dare not buy anything online. im afraid tt i might not fit the size and eventually regret for wasting the money. -.- hahas!

haven been working for a mth already and i guess my money is running out! OH NO!! hahas. i think i must seriously get a part time job asap. if not... no more shopping!! ):

i guess you are really important to me and im afraid of losing you.

bored..

2008-05-03T14:17:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored.

and i have the sudden urge to go shopping shopping shopping!

haha. but dear isnt feeling well, so i have to wait till next week lo.. LOL.

or is there anyone to date me out?? hahas =p

alone~

2008-05-02T18:28:00.003+08:00

alright.

im back for some updates (:

today is a exceptionally different day. i walked alone to the interchange as he's just joined a new ig--Muay tai -.- some sort of thailand martial arts i think.. its rather odd to be walking alone, maybe im too used to having him by my side. heee so i took a bus to woodlands interchange since i've got bus concession; might as well make full use of it ><

in school today, we had programming class. and it was like HELL for me even after meiying had some free tuition with me. i can bearly understand what today's topic is about, some sort of array thingy which makes alot of ppl sickk. even the java pro in my grp oso had a hard time figuring those stupid codes. hahas!

then when the facilitator ask me to write out the codes for dunno whatever and i was like omg! hahahs. i really did not what to write,my mind was totally blank for a moment!LOL. my teamates then helped by whispering to me the codes to put in..(which is very obvious tt i dont know what codes to put!!)

hais.. i think im gonna get a C for today's lesson. OMG! ):

and so im gonna work hard for the UTs, if not...... SO meiying my tutor mus help me ar!! hahahs! =p

the faci today oso very sui bian, the rj is like so short--Do I work well in my team?

another OMG! hahas. this qn like very dry and nth to write.haha. so i believe today's rj is gonna be SHORT. hah ><

btw, my PP scope is still not accepted! omg. what is my advisor doing??lol. i heard from weishan her scope was accepted 2 hours after her submission to the portal. and i've waited like 2 going 3 days yet still no response! pls hurry!

2008-04-16T12:47:00.005+08:00

Its a long time since i blogged.. hahas.

well, so im back with some updates (:

life's been fine this few days, went to school and crack brain.lol. i've learn java,SQL, IT security and networking.(Java is tough!!) so far so good except some crappy faci who gif C grade with useless comment like "Well Said." WTH?! -.- you shld at least tell us how we can improve on rite! LOL.

hope the subsequent weeks of lesson will be better. (:

last thurs met up with GOH MEIYING & RENEE to celebrate renee and mine birthday! >.<>

after the present session, we went to cck and had pizza for dinner. we specially went all the way back to cck bcos meiying is planning a surprise for renee, and that is some special guests. haha it was actually their work frens la, premy they all. they bought cake and a very big card for renee and me! hees. Btw, the cake is niceee!

after dinner we went to mac at bp to chat until 12 plus. and premy drove us home. hees(:

after all the happy things, i fell sick throughout the weekend! LOL. first is a mild sore throat, then fever and now is cough! hais. i think i ate too many good food, that's why have to stop for awhile.lols. hope i'll recover soon! really miss my snacks!! ):

today is a non school day! hoorayyy! hahas. have been slacking for the whole morning doing some hse chores and watching tv. BUT later i'll be going out to meet sisters-- jean and roland! we'll be having dinner tgt, its oso been a long time since we met! hahas. miss them..

so shall update till here..

and some pictures to share :DD

the group photos(:

WA! the big card! ><