Thursday, October 30, 2008
PP is finally over!! but im not very satisfied with my performance.. )):
shall start with ytd night when i rehearse
my presentation with my brother.
hahas. it is so much more diff to speak in front of the accessor than my bro. hahah.
anw, i extracted some impt points and jot it down in a notebook.
so that i can revise when on the bus.
everything was done ard 1. im very sleepy by then,
but i was too nervous to put myself to sleep.
i cant help but to think of the presentation!
i hv to wake up at 6 in the morning,
and i definitely dint had enough sleep.
head was spinning like hell,
and im even more nervous than the night b4!!
things seem to go sooo wrong when u are tense. haha
cos when i was taking 169 to sch,
i actually forgot tt there was another bus stop b4 RP.
so i press the bus stop bell during the first stop!!
it was damn embarassing okay!!! alot of ppl saw mw pressing the bell.
and I hv to act like nth has happen! OMG. hahas.
ok, back to PP. so when I walked into the agora hall,
i dint know there was another booth opp for ppl who arent presenting yet to sit.
so i walked straight to my booth,
and stood there hoping that the advisor will gif me some instructions. lol
and he did, but that was after awhile.. hahaha
when it was my turn to present, I was damn super nervous.
my throat was locked, and I know i spoke too softly
cos the accessor was like straining his eyes like trying to figure out wad I say.
i keep stumbling on the words when i was speaking,
i forgot what I had to say..
basically my mind was blank when I was presenting! lol.
the acessors also asked me questions,
and somehow I am unsure of the ans!
tt was when i feel that my PP is GONE.
i was very disappointed, so disappointed. ):
i jus hope for a pass. pls jus give me a pass..
