POKED-FACED

Thursday, October 30, 2008

some beautiful peektures to share. heh (:

i love this pic sooo much! heh.

thanks to weishan's holga (:

this effect is cool..

how u do tt weishan? hahas

haji lane wif weishan (:

.:jessica:. @ 8:27:00 PM

PP is finally over!! but im not very satisfied with my performance.. )):

shall start with ytd night when i rehearse

my presentation with my brother.
hahas. it is so much more diff to speak in front of the accessor than my bro. hahah.
anw, i extracted some impt points and jot it down in a notebook.
so that i can revise when on the bus.
everything was done ard 1. im very sleepy by then,
but i was too nervous to put myself to sleep.
i cant help but to think of the presentation!

i hv to wake up at 6 in the morning,

and i definitely dint had enough sleep.
head was spinning like hell,

and im even more nervous than the night b4!!

things seem to go sooo wrong when u are tense. haha
cos when i was taking 169 to sch,

i actually forgot tt there was another bus stop b4 RP.
so i press the bus stop bell during the first stop!!
it was damn embarassing okay!!! alot of ppl saw mw pressing the bell.
and I hv to act like nth has happen! OMG. hahas.

ok, back to PP. so when I walked into the agora hall,

i dint know there was another booth opp for ppl who arent presenting yet to sit.

so i walked straight to my booth,

and stood there hoping that the advisor will gif me some instructions. lol

and he did, but that was after awhile.. hahaha

when it was my turn to present, I was damn super nervous.

my throat was locked, and I know i spoke too softly

cos the accessor was like straining his eyes like trying to figure out wad I say.

i keep stumbling on the words when i was speaking,

i forgot what I had to say..

basically my mind was blank when I was presenting! lol.

the acessors also asked me questions,

and somehow I am unsure of the ans!

tt was when i feel that my PP is GONE.

i was very disappointed, so disappointed. ):

i jus hope for a pass. pls jus give me a pass..

.:jessica:. @ 10:25:00 AM

Monday, October 27, 2008

Finally the long awaited holidays.. (:
haven been resting well the last few days,
cos of UTs and chiong-ing the PP poster.
luckily everything's done before hols. heh
but, I have to take my G902 PP presentation this thurs!
kinda nervous right now ):

on the brighter note,xf told me tt my advisor and assessors are very nice ppl!
hahas. its so comforting to hear that, to spam away the nervousness! heh. :D
but i am still worried about it.. lol.
god bless me and others who are presenting!

.:jessica:. @ 5:48:00 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

today, gerry offered to coach us php. (:

at first i was quite reluctant to go cos i am so lazy to go out on sunday. LOL

but weishan persuaded me to go eventually. haha.

come to think of it, for the sake for my php, i have to work hard!

so i met up at gerry's house with shameer.

thanks alot to him, had clarify alot of doubts with him. :D

but i still have no confidence in my php.. lol

sometimes i jus wish to be alone..

.:jessica:. @ 9:16:00 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

caught Connected with dear kw jus now. Not bad, intensity from the start till the end. (:

and we had ichiban sushi for dinner! YUM YUM :D

school work is piling up, and its like tearing all of us apart.

we're having 3 UTs next week, for which 2 of it is conducted in 2 consecutive days! im feeling so omg because this is the first time we had so many tests in a week, so don blame me for being so kua zhang. haha.

the worst part is that i haven been paying much attention to the lessons,

all i could think about was those dramas, sprees and blogs.

damn, how distracting.

And the modules for this sem are so much harder.. Grrrr.

how i wish i could go back to the past in w65g, when i had fun while learning. ):

"im going to work hard and cease the irrelevant stuff from coming to me!"

*keep telling myself*

.:jessica:. @ 10:34:00 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

haven't been blogging for a long time. had been busy recently; mostly due to DRAMA.
i am so addicted to 命中注定我爱你!! its a very highly recommended drama! but beware, once you start watching, u cant stop! haha. at least for me.. lol.

anw, had a bad day in sch today! 2 words for the day-- PHP sucks! and the faci sucks too. i had a terrible hard time trying to figure out the codes, plus the faci is damn strict! it just makes people go crazy! ARGHH.

on the brighter note,
went to vivo city for a job interview with weishan. the interview dint go on well too.

we arent very happy with the interviewer thou. hah.

anw, the impt thing is that we went shopping after the interview!

heh. though i dint buy anything, but im still kinda satisfied. (: dunno why.

okay. tt's about all for the day. im going off to bed!~ Nights. (:

.:jessica:. @ 11:37:00 PM

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Seriously, i think im gonna flung the SAD module. its damn sad alright..its the 4th week and i still dunno wad's going on! *sigh* im blogging in the first meeting of the class,while the faci is speaking like nobody's business, i haven said a word since i entered class and i totally have NO interest in this module!!!

OMG. someone pls pull me through the next 12 weeks!!! ):

.:jessica:. @ 8:56:00 AM