POKED-FACED

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Ooh GOSH! i've been sick for the pass few days. the fever haven really gone down. i haven really ate much stuff this few days, and my weight have dropped from 39 to 35.5! it seems like being sick is much easier to lose weight then purposely goin on diet. but i think my weight will regain after i recovered. hah ><

Saturday(31/5/08)

it was dear birthday!! hees. went to a thai resturant at sembawang wif his family. i didnt ate much cos i was already not feeling well. :\ didnt talk much during the meal too. after that dear and I was suppose to go marina to look for my stuff, but his sis suggested us to go amk hub cos their mother have to be home by 6 i think.. i was abit shock thou. then he ask me where you want to go.. i jus said sui bian(anything)

Well, i was abit unhappy, as i tot i could spend some time wif him. he knew i wasnt in the good mood already, i guess his sister realise it too.. however at that point of time, it didnt really matters much to me to where we are heading. he is the birthday boy; he have the rights to choose where he wants to go..

his sister den suggested we go marina ourselves where his mother and sister will go amk on their own. after that he asked me whether i want to go home cos i looked pale by then. i said i don wan since we're already out.

we shopped ard marina awhile until my fever came back and it was torturing me. then i said i need to go home! that feeling of sickness really sux! ):

Anyway, smth to share. When it was my birthday, dear fell sick. but we still went out.hahas.

now when it was his birthday, i fell sick!! hahas! we both are jinx for each other! haha! lmao.

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"you're sucha disappointment.

sometimes it really makes me wonder, do i even stand a place in your heart.

i was so sick then,

and not even a visit, a call or a msg from you.

until when i msg you,

you told me you're out wif your frens,

playing pool!

i was so damn pissed off!

maybe ur family, ur friends, ur life, ur dreams, ur goals, ur games

all meant alot to you.

but not me..........."

.:jessica:. @ 2:52:00 PM